"In all this anger, all the stress
I look and see I've made a mess
No Going back I made the choice,
I screamed and begged but had no voice
1 drink, 2 drink, 3 drink, 4
My worries don't matter any more
5 drink, 6 drink 7 drink, 8
Another time I'm told to wait
I swirl, I flutter
Legs feel like butter
Look at the plan and see
A darker side that isn't me
1 pill, 2 pill, 3 pill, 4
No longer burdened with this chore
Fading, stars I fly higher and higher
To the peace which I desire
No turning back the end in started
Soon I'll be known as dearly departed"